>> Hello there .. I am going to complete my ENGG by JUNE 2014 from ECE field and I have very less knowledge in my Field the other bad reality is for me is that It took 9 years of time to complete the engg the reason is that I had very less internal marks in one subject due to that I had to give it 16 times try to clear that paper. during this time I had to face the 5 years of loss as I am from VTU UNIVERSITY .. also Please dont think that I was a very unfocused or had not interest in my studies .. would like to inform you that I always very studious and I was fully aware of my condition even I was completely aware that How much money my father had spended on me .. keep the faith every time I studied well and I gave exam and as I needed the 45 marks to clear that particular exam but I always got the 43 or 42 marks but couldnt make it out till my 16th attempt and than I cleared IT ... also I always has dreamt about becoming a Certified NETWORK ENGINEER in CISCO (my dream company ) but as the 5 year of time I faced very hard financial and Physcological situation in my career and Life which gave me excruciating mental pain and sadness ... even today my parents supports me but still somewhere I have not made them proud and all my interest has gone to study though still it is 6 month of engg is remaining ...... even during the bad time I always had one thing in my mind that No MATTER WHAT PAIN I AM GOING THROUGH BUT I WONT LOOSE FAITH AND SELF CONFIDENCE IN ME .. I STARTED THE SELF HEALING PROCESS BY TALKING TO THE BEST PERSON IN THE WORLD THAT WAS MY INNER SELF. and some where along the line I met some great persons and friends who still believed in me that I am going to do somthing great in my life ... and that I am going to prove it for sure but still I have comletely lost the intrest in which I was very interested that is NETWORKING but now I want to work in IT industry with some different field ..and currently I have been thinking and thinking and still not sure where to and what to do or which course I should do .... But lately I have given a thought to do the EMBEDDED in C programming which I am still not aware that also I have no knowledge about that How much I am good in analytical or reasoning or verbal or logical thinking pattern question which is the 1st process of an IT company in INDIA ... also I have given a thought about going some other county where I can make good money as freasher rather than in INDIA as I am loosing the age other side where in family they are pushing me to get JOB ASAP and